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12/31/2010

2010 in review


January- Trip to Hawaii with Mom and Dad




Febraury- Callen, Photo by Blasing Shots Photography
  

March- Back to Alaska- Star Wars Exhibit

April- Easter in Whitter, Mom in AK

May - Kodiak

June- More Kodiak and Mike in MN

July- Tattoo, Mom and Dad in AK, Camping with Samantha and Hans, Fishing 

August- Camping, G&G I and Mike Sr in AK

September- Marja in Ak, 2 year Anniversary
October- Fall hikes, went home to MN

  


November: Home in MN, Thanksgiving Photo by Blasing Shots Photography

December- Winter wonder land and Christmas

12/26/2010

Alyeska 2010

SUN RISE CHRISTMAS MORNING FROM OUR CONDO

START OF OUR SNOW SHOE ADVENTURE

ON THE TRAIL

BEAUTIFUL TREES

TOP OF THE MOUNTAIN SKIING SATURDAY


MIKE ON THE HILL

PRETTY ICE
ON THE SKI LIFT

12/24/2010

Merry Christmas

May your Holidays be filled with Love, Joy and Peace.
Happy Birthday Jesus

12/23/2010

Are you Ready For Christmas?

Now that Alaska is gaining light again...
I might be ready for Christmas. 
I still have a present to wrap and the food to make.
I have to go get some powdered sugar from the grocery store. 
but over all I think we are ready.
I am ready to have a 3 day weekend with Mike.
I am ready for the Candle light service at church.
I am ready for the birth of our Savior.
I am ready for a relaxing night at Alyeska.
I am ready to go show shoeing.
I am ready to hit the slopes.

12/19/2010

Ten Month and a Birthday

Callen,
I cannot believe you have been gone for 10 months!  I miss you every day.  The winter weather, long night and short days have not helped.  I am not in the holiday spirit this year.  I just wish you could come back.  Kim posted on Facebook that you made Kiya's Christmas list.  I think you are on a lot of peoples Christmas Lists.  Some days I am good, I miss you but I am functional. Other days it is like walking in the fog, wandering aimlessly.  I know if you were here you would be enjoying life, making a difference.
Callen on his 22nd birthday
Your 22nd  birthday is on Sunday.  We have to best pictures of you with your brownie on your birthday last year.  You look so excited to eat it.  I also have picture from your 3rd birthday with your cake, it has Fire Trucks on it.
Not sure why it is sideways but so cute...
Happy Birthday Callen... Thank you for all the gifts you have given to me. These past 10 months.

12/11/2010

Christmas Decor

Willow Angel Nativity

Stockings (Megan, Java and Mike's)

Swedish stuff and Santa

Mike Shoveling, not as much snow as MN but still 3 inches
 
Me

Precious Moments Nativity Scene

Santa and  Christmas bear

Wine bottle Snowman

Nativity and snowmen



Our tree


New Nativity Scene

12/10/2010

Feeling better

As the previous post said I have had a bit of winter gloom.  Yesterday was by far the worst.  I woke up at 6:00 really missing Callen and not wanting to get out of bed.  After crying for almost 45 minutes and talking to Mike I decided that going into work was just not going to happen.  I went back to sleep, called in to work at 9, then slept until 11.  When we woke up I stayed in bed reading until 12:30.  Mike the wonderful husband he is brought me breakfast/lunch in bed. 

After getting up cleaning a bit we did some running around.  We went to the Vet office to get Java some more food, to Office Depot to get some ink, and then to Alaska Mill and Feed.  Mike had called Alaska Mill and Feed to see their prices on Christmas tree and found out they started as low as $15.  Well the $15 trees were only 3 feet tall so we went up to the $35 4-5 foot tree an got a bushy tree.  I have to highly recommend Alaska Mill and Feed to anyone in Anchorage looking for a tree, they were really helpful, had the trees in a ware house that smelled really yummy, wrapped the tree ina plastic bag so you could but it in the back of the car instead of on top, and I felt better buying from a local company vs a national chain like Home Depot.

We go the tree set up last night and will decorate it this weekend.  I am happy to say I took my last test for the Arctic Engineering course I am/was in!  It only took me 1.5 hours!  After I finished my test Mike and I went out to Carrs and got some Chinese food for dinner.  They have this "Feast for Two" for only $10.99.  You get 2 egg rolls, 2 entrees, a fried rice and a LowMein box.  We ate our fill and still have enough to eat another meal. Last night we vegged on the couch and went to bed early.

I am happy to say waking up Friday morning I feel 100% better.

I also want to say Happy Anniversary to my Grandma and Grandpa Bjerke.  They celebrated 50 years of wedded bliss yesterday!  Congrats!

12/07/2010

Winter Gloom

Sorry for anyone who's following my blog I have just not been in the writing mood the last couple of weeks.

This holiday season is hard for me and the darkness of an Alaskan winter seems me be pressing on me more this year than in the past. 

A friend, Liz, from high school posted on her facebook for extra prayers today, her little brother, JP, passed away two years ago today at the age of 21.  JP, like Callen, was a lovable guy.  He had the greatest sense of humor and could make everyone laugh, with the crazy stories he told.  Both Liz and JP were on the Shot Put and Discus team with me in high school.  I remember after Saturday practices we would all load up and go to OCB (Old Country Buffet).  Getting the soup bowls to use for ice cream, since the ice cream ones were so tiny.  I also worked with JP as a cart person at Target in high school.  He made the hours go by faster, was a hard worker and would make everyone laugh.  It sucks that both Liz and I have to go through losing our only sibling, our younger brother, someone who could light up a room with their charm.  It sucks that our parents had to lose their only son, and youngest child.  It sucks that all the family functions in the future look so much different now than they did before.  JP is missed by many.
     
In other news Mike and I have been busy decorating for Christmas.  Changing the table cloth and candles.  Exchanging the fall decoration with leafs for snowmen and Santa's. And I put out our 3 nativity scenes.  I have a Willow Angel set, a Precious Moments set and a new porcelain set  this year from my mom (her and my grandma have the same one).  We are debating whether or not we will get a tree.  As Grinchy as it sounds a live tree is a lot of work and who other then us is going to see it?  And we have no place to store an artificial tree. One of the locally owned green houses has some small trees so we might go get one of those to put a few ornaments on and the presents under.

Speaking of presents we are 100% done with Christmas Shopping.  I just have a few things to finish wrapping and then we will ship the box off to Minnesota for Mike's family.  We gave my parents a sign for their cabin in November, as their Christmas gift.  Can I say that it hits me over and over again that I do not get to buy Callen a gift this year.  I wish I could buy him a ticket to come and visit us up here because I know that he would LOVE it.

11/24/2010

Thanksgiving Thoughts

“Develop an attitude of gratitude,
and give thanks for everything that happens to you,
knowing that every step forward is a step toward
achieving something bigger and better
than your current situation.”
~ Brian Tracy
I love this quote... but some times have a hard time staying true to it.
Here are a few of the things I am thankful for today:
  • For my wonderful husband Mike
  • For my parents who love me and support my decisions
  • For my extended family
  • For my church families in Alaska and in Minnesota
  • For all our friends
  • For our Kitty, Java
  • For the jobs that both Mike and I have
  • For our new apartment
  • For a warm place to sleep at night
  • For the bounty of food we have in the cupboards
  • For the warm clothes in our closets
  • For our cars which get us to point A to B
  • For our Sunday School kids who bring a smile to my face every week
  • For the youth we work with on Wednesday nights who keep us young
  • I am thankful for the time I had with Callen
Still with all this to be thankful for, I sit here and wonder why Callen is not here.  I miss him tons.  I wish he was here. I am thankful for all the great times I had with him.  His smile, his hugs, his love for life, his love for music and his love of God.  I am thankful for the difference Callen is still making, even when he is gone. 


Happy Thanksgiving... Love you Callen

11/21/2010

Weekend Over Already

I think weekends go by way to fast. Mike is working nights this weekend, which means I see him for dinner and that is about it. Yesterday I went to the gym and had a scrapbooking get together last night. Today I went to church and then taught Sunday school, we had 6 kids this week. Then I went to Dairy Queen as the youth were having a fundraiser there. They got 10% of the profits of ALL sales between 11 and 2 today so really I HAD to go... haha. This afternoon I did a load of laundry and scrapbooked some more. We had some yummy spaghetti for dinner with yellow peppers, turkey, and onions. Not much else is going on. This week will be busy. I have a dead line at work Tuesday so I will be working late tomorrow. Then Thanskgiving is Thursday with Samantha and Hans.

I will leave you a few pictures of our kayaking adventure and trip to the cabin when we were in MN.






11/17/2010

Exciting Stuff

Monday night Mike and I went to a new friends house for dinner!  We were connected with a few couples and singles in there 20-30's through our church.  Last night 5 of us got together to start planning a 20-30's group for the United Methodist Church's in Alaska.  It was so nice to meet some new people with a common faith in God.  We had some lasagna, bread, a salad and I brought a Chocolate Cheese Cake for Desert!  It was amazing.

Right now we are planning a get together at our church in January and a retreat at Birchwood (http://birchwoodcamp.org/) in the spring!  I am so so pumped about the retreat. I love Birchwood and as exciting as it is to go out with the youth, I am excited to explore the camp!  Ever since Callen and I started going to Clearwater Church camp in Minnesota I always feel closer to God when at camp surrounded by nature and other people who are also searching for him.    

Oh and one of the leaders even started a Facebook page for it so go check it out
http://www.facebook.com/pages/Alaska-20s-30s/159604814063051

11/15/2010

Nine Months

Yesterday was the 9 month Anniversary of Callens passing.  Let me tell you it still stinks.  I miss him every day.  and I know these next 2 months are going to be really hard with Thanksgiving and Christmas without him.  When we were home Mike and I went and visited the "Callen Tree" at a local park in Lakeville that his friends stated for him.  We painted on it I painted a Tree and said that I loved him and Mike wrote "Give what you Can" and drew a Ying Yang.  My friend Lauren McKinney who is awesome took some pictures of us at the park.  Here is one of my favorites in front of his tree.
Miss you Callen XOXO

I found this quote today

“I am responsible.
Although I may not be able to prevent the worst from happening,
I am responsible for my attitude toward
the inevitable misfortunes that darken life.
Bad things do happen;
how I respond to them defines my character and the quality of my life.
I can choose to sit in perpetual sadness,
immobilized by the gravity of my loss,
or I can choose to rise from the pain
and treasure the most precious gift I have –
life itself.”

~ Walter Anderson
I like it...

11/13/2010

Hello again

We are back from Minnesota
Well actually the picture above is from Wisconsin at my parents Cabin but we are back in Alaska.  We had a great trip home seeing family, friends, and learning how to drum better.  I loved meeting our nephew Wyatt from the first time. 
We spent a bunch of time up at the cabin with my parents
The weather was amazing.

10/26/2010

Henna Hair Dye

So I decided I wanted to try something new with my hair.  I am sad to say that genes did not bless me... as I am 24 and starting to grey/white.  I am too cheap to start paying to go to the salon every 6-8 weeks to get it professionally dyed plus I do not really like the thoughts of tons of chemicals being that close to my nose.  I looked up a few "natural" options such as an organic hair studio in Anchorage but it was still $60+ each time to get it dyed.  Again I am too cheap.  After some more research I decided to try to dye my hair with henna.  I read a bunch of reviews online or different companies and decided to go with Henna Hut's Dark Brown Hair Dye   (http://hennahut.com/dark_brown_hair_dye) along with their Henna Oil (http://hennahut.com/essential_oils) and a hair dye kit.  Here is what I got in the mail.

My first step, well really second after research buying it, was to do a strand test.  I "harvested" some hair from my brush and from what fell out in the shower and split it up into 4 different groups.  One was my control.  The other three I would dye for 30 minutes,  45 minutes and 1 hour.    I mixed the henna with a little bit of water to make a "yogurt" consistency. And the dyed each of the 3 samples.

After 30, 45 and 60 minutes I would rinse out the henna and allow the hair samples to dry. After the hour was up I did not see a drastic change in the color, which was the goal.  I was "planning" on keeping the samples to compare 48 hours later.  Since the henna can take up to 48 hours to completely set in... however after Mike took a shower he shut the door to the bathroom, where the samples were, so the cat would not get them and the air movement of the door made the paper towel and hair samples fly and disperse. So I decided that I would just do the recommended one hour when I did my head.


Friday night Mike was working nights and Hans also had to work.  So Samantha, her sister Kim, and I all went to the Aces Game against Idaho Steelheads. The game was good with an exciting ending. A Win for the Aces in OT.  After the game they helped me put the dye into my hair.  Here is a before picture of my hair from the back

 Lets just say it looked a little gross and green but I loved that it did not have a chemical smell at all, actually it had more of a organic smell that is hard to describe, maybe manure is a good way.  Now the reason I waited until Friday to dye my hair is there were warnings and comments online about the henna doing weird things to grey/white hair.   Such as turning it green or blue for the first24 hours after it was dyed, but promised that after 48 hours the henna would set in and the hair would not be blue. To say the least I was a little nervous, but feeling adventures.





After leaving the dye in for an hour I washed it out, here is what my hair initially looked like

and here it is today, 4 days later

I am not disappointed with the results but henna did not cover up the greys.  The greys did turn a bit green for the first 2 days but when i washed my hair it came out.  It might have dyed them a little but you can easily see, when you look that the greys are there.  Maybe I am going to have to just go with the grey for now, but will continue to search for a option to cover the greys.