How can I be 100% OK one minute and the next minute I am near tears and having trouble breathing? It is almost as if I have just realized that he is really gone... again. How can I go all weekend without crying and Monday on my Lunch break I have tears streaming down my face. Why? Because I realize (again) that I will never:
attend my Little Brothers Wedding,
or hold my nieces and nephews,
or have family vacations with him and my parents,
or get him another Christmas gift,
or call him just because,
or remind him that it is Mom's Birthday,
or listen to him play the piano, drums, mandolin, guitar or Ukulele
or tell him that he is an AWESOME little brother.
This sucks. I want Callen back.
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